A CD of Doubt

It's 6:45 am and I think God just gave me a picture/word for myself.

Which is strange and wonderful for a couple of reasons.

a) i normally don't get words in pictures.
b) i normally don't think of anything profound before 10


What i saw was a CD, one of those blank looking CD's. This CD was the 'doubt of my ability to minister'.... and i thought..... wat the....

But then I was thinking a little bit more and i thought, yah... I do subconciously, without voicing it, doubt my ability and calling in God to minister to the people that God has delegated me to look after.

Then i thought.... why a CD???

It is like these thoughts play over and over and over and over in my head... so I begin to think that what is playing is the truth, when it is really just a foreign 'noise'. It's not what God is saying about me.

Then... the CD snapped in half...

Which I believe represents that God is doing/going to do some work in my life that will stop this doubt. Not to become arrogent, but to become what God needs me to be to do what God has called me to do.

I wanted to encourage you all not to let a CD of 'doubt' play in your mind of what God has called you to do, but rather have faith!!!

Luke 1:45 said about Mary the mother of Jesus 'Blessed is she who BELIEVED for there will be a FULFILLMENT of those things which were TOLD to her from the LORD'

When God has 'told' us what we are to become, and what we are to do with our life... when we start to have faith and believe... the fulfillment of those things begins to happen! AMEN¬